Much have been spoken about near-death experiences and since my NDE 8 years back to the present, I have known one thing, the Near-Death Experiences bring home the fact of another dimension being a reality and we being more than a body.
Documenting these experiences are kind of good so as to gauge and analyze for more understanding but take it from someone who has gone through it, the “Near-Death Experiences” are beyond any logic. Maybe because logic uses only the limited capacity of the brain and not the higher intellect and NDE is all about the other dimension that comes only through our higher mind.
“Looking for consciousness in the brain is like looking inside a radio for the announcer”
- Nassim Haramein
Trying to get a logical explanation from these experiences is too preposterous.
After not speaking about it for 8+ years, I want to share this journey and what happened next, as my continued expansion and my Dark-night of the Soul and subsequent awakening was triggered by my NDE.
What am I covering here?
- My NDE experience
- 6 Life-Lessons that my NDE taught me
- My NDE experience
I was traveling via a local train, in a Ladies compartment. I don’t remember till now what happened, but as the train was entering the station I was thrown out of it and landed head first on the platform and on the pile of iron casts, as the platform was undergoing construction.
Yes, I know, my luck right 😊
I was out like a light for 3 whole days, and when I gained consciousness, there was a lot of physical complications including the fear that I may not able to move my hands and legs as the Doctors indicated.
Going back to how I felt, when I came back, I couldn’t relate to anything, as there was this deep silence in me. And I am using the word “deep’ with silence as, its presence was so overpowering that I couldn’t really hear-see-feel anything and anybody around me. Everyone, the people around me, and everything else felt like a solid body but too blurry at the same time.
This 3D reality junction didn’t sink into me like for a few weeks, so much so that even traveling back to my apartment was like a dream. People kept talking, and I was hearing but never listening, I saw people, but my brain wasn’t really registering their presence, because I was always in this deep silence that wasn’t going anywhere.
My sense of space changed but, while I wasn’t really registering anybody or even thinking or worrying, as my brain was completely shut, I felt the space of the hospital, I felt good in a vast room with nobody around. And when I went to my apartment, it felt tiny and not enough.
After I was more in my body, I started having mystical/otherworldly experiences. For the lack of good word that’s what they were and I will be pulled out of my body through those experiences.
For example, the windows and gallery of my room opened towards a vast space of cultivated land with huge trees. Throughout the first month of my NDE I would see this powerful blurry figure sitting among the trees and as big as them and looking at me. I never felt fear or outrage, or even thoughts of how abnormal it will look if I was to talk about it to others.
But since my environment remained cluttered, and the main emotion around me was fear and doubt, even with having downloaded my own healing techniques to heal myself, which (the healing) will happen gradually in the next 3 months, I was constantly and ineffectively battling my inner-daemons.
- 6 Life-Lessons that my NDE taught me
The next 8 years of my life was completely in chaos as I started learning through my dark-night how unconscious people aren’t only ruining their life but how they severely impact and many times damage others. I also realized how important it was for the 98% of the World population of sleeping collective to serve this way to awaken the giants of Love-Light-Intelligence among the 2% of the already ascended and “knowing” population (pun intended 😏).
My NDE not only strengthen my knowledge of the outer-world but it also opened a gateway through my Dark-Night for me to have a chance of changing my quite strong and stubborn karma-matrix that was engraved into my Cosmic Vessel and was creating major distortions.
After my NDE, through meditation I started receiving a lot of answers and details of my past-lives, how the brain and mind worked, Kabbalah, healing, Angels and the higher frequency space, and even my psychic ability had a new ascension.
So, the journey to the next 8 years of Dark-Night started along with learning these 6 important aspects of one’s life through my NDE.
1. Other Dimensions or Planes of existence aren’t a myth –
The other dimensions and planes of existence many people talk about isn’t a myth and so is afterlife the biggest unknown reality. Th eastern spiritual tradition has already mentioned about “reincarnations” and I know that this has been debated ever since. I remember an Indian “Angel Teacher” saying that reincarnation and the whole idea of existing as elementals-vegetation-animals is a misnomer.
2. There is a Definite Purpose to each Life on this Plane of existence
With the clear knowledge (different from understanding as this knowledge stems from experience) of the other dimensions and how anything that is other than “physical” do exist, comes this epiphany or enlightenment of each life having a purpose. And trust me, I’m not talking about the “higher purpose” or “finding the dharma” kind of thing. I’m talking about this “Infinite Intelligence” giving life to certain “lives” or “beings” so that the entire Cosmos can be held in balance.
So, when we see cacti or a stone doing nothing as far as our 3D understanding goes, know that they are important to the Cosmic scheme of things. Now applying this same knowledge to our life, gives a broader understanding of “dharma”. If you’re living this life that’s your DHARMA. You don’t need any other purpose.
Every person, the one who have chosen to be authentic and walk their spiritual talk, the person who has chose to be inauthentic and just show that they are spiritual, the person who has forgotten their “angelic aspect” and are always driving “evil energies”, the one who is trying their best to balance between their angel and demon aspects, to the ones’ who are totally oblivious to life-dearth-afterlife, spirituality and are just zombies are important.
So, nothing in this plane or the next isn’t important!!! Everything has its purpose!!! What we can do with the purpose is our KARMA.
3. We don’t DIE, we are the INCARNATED SOUL
The truth that when my body went into coma for a few days, I was still living albeit in a different reality, a different world. And if it’s true to me, it’s true to every being on this plane. So, when I started saying this Invocation given by Grand Master Choa Kok Sui,
“I AM THAT I AM, I AM not the body, I AM not the emotions, I AM not the thoughts, I AM not the mind, The mind is just an instrument of the soul, I Am the Soul.”,
I had an intellectual understanding of this reality and without any trace of doubt I knew that we are having a physical experience through our body, but we’re energy-beings.
But through my near-death experience I LIVED the truth!!!
I can’t put everything I have experienced in words because they are limited and we here are talking of our unlimited self, but know that the experience is beyond any mind-ly construct or understanding.
4. MIND in its higher-state is extremely powerful
Our “mind” isn’t only the “limited-practical-reasoning” mind, its far more than that. The Vedas have spoken about the different layers of our mind and how the higher mind is no different than the “mind of the Source”.
My healing after my NDE wasn’t through Physiotherapy or medication but it was due to my “mind”.
As I came back to this body I had major complications including the failure of my limbs working like before, or not working at all. My Doctor was an amazing one and he ruled out any brain or nerve related medication as it would affect my health in bad ways long term. So, the only option he said was time (read – years), patience and physiotherapy.
What helped me to come out of this position was my inner-will mixed with the power of my mind.
As a healer I wasn’t able to do my healing either through reiki-pranic-crystal healing, as my hands were frozen just like my legs, and my friends who were sending me healing energy weren’t sure if this would work.
But I was not fazed by any of this, there wasn’t a trace of worry or anxiety as every day I received amazing methods to heal myself, and I kept going only through the workings of my mind. I believe to this day that the bridge between my lower and higher mind was strongest during that period and I was just by visualizing the step by step process could heal myself. No medication – a little bit of physiotherapy and I got the strength back within 6 months. Even the time bends when your higher-mind works.
5. What does “LIVING” truly mean?
Before my near-death experience my mind has been closed off to what my soul-desire was, and I was trying to live a zombie life without happiness. And I believe I would have continued it forever if life wouldn’t have taken a turn for the better with my near-death experience and then subsequent dark-night.
I had to learn a lot and release many karmic grids as is common to the people having strong Saturn & Pluto placement, but I have understood what living should be like and I was sticking to it. And this desire and constant effort of “true living” helped me through an intense Soul-awakening and kundalini-awakening which helped me find myself again.
Life doesn’t guarantee us anything, but we should know that Living truly is based on your heart’s – soul’s desire and has nothing to do with what kind of body you have, which brand you wear, how much bank balance you have or how big your house and car is. At the end of this life nothing of them will accompany you, but only your good and kind deeds, the righteousness you maintained, the goodwill you shared!!!!
One caution to everyone who want to “manifest” – when we manifest for the heck of a big house, millions in bank, and a high-maintenance car, know that it’s not spiritual, hell NO!!!! This kind of manifestation starts from upside down which we call the Devil’s energy. To really work on manifesting a great life in this life time and also the next, start working with Soul-manifestation which comes from a strong connection to your Higher-Self.
6. The Biggest folly of the EGO
When we’re too much into the zombie life or are trying to have a conscious life our ego tells us that a lot of things are important, like having the right people around you, having a big group of friends, a certain kind of person as your mate, a job with big paycheck, and what not. The ego even creates a situation where you feel animosity, anger, hatred and what not for a situation or people, it will tell you to people please and how important others are but not your Soul-Plan. And the near-death experience started showing me this folly of the ego and us drifting with it.
I wasn’t living in this dimension, but I was ALIVE, and what I though was so important, the people, the situations, pleasing others at my cost and the cost of my soul-plan they were all gone. I was ONLY WITH MYSELF!
Do I need to be clearer???
Let me know in the comments what do you think it means?