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Lionsgate New Moon in Ashlesha – August 2021

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New Moon of August is a special one with the Lion’s Gate Portal at its peak on 8/8. This is a Celestial event that sees Sirius (star) rising in the sky and its Orian constellation aligning to the pyramid of Giza or just say the pyramid was made in such specific & calculated way to get aligned with the constellation.

Sirius is also known as our Spiritual Sun as its quite bigger and far more powerful than our Sun, even apart from its Spiritual prowess.

This New Moon, the blessed code of 88 will be at play, ushering in a time of renewal and advancement. 88 is the number of infinity doubled in its wake, mirroring the powerful energy, thus the strength goes up to higher degrees. 88 is also about changing your DNA pattern and letting go off Karma that’s completed its cycle.

If you want to connect deeply with Sirius and let its powerful energy heal you, then don’t forget to visit –

LION’S GATE MEDITATION 2021

ACTIVATING YOUR SPIRITUAL SUN

This new moon and the event of Lionsgate Portal is under Ashlesha Nakshatra, also known as the Clinging Star or Naga and its symbol is “coiled serpent”. With the Planet “Mercury” as its ruler, this is a very intense, dramatic, hypnotic, and sharply insightful. Ashlesha’s nature is slippery and shape-shifting.

Along with the Lion’s gate portal, the strong influence of this nakshatra is triggering off some potential yet dramatic energy –

           “Cultivating happiness wherever we are without complaining or resentment, thus not getting situations that bother us.”

          “Not being distracted by “too much” of everything.”

          “Knowing and being in the “happy” company of yourself without ‘seeking’ out favors”.

         “Trying to form deeper bonds or seeking out friendships genuinely without deception”.

These advice from the Spirit applies to your relationships as they are highlighted this month, as well as your fulfillment with anything that had appealed to you.

The overall energy theme is obviously some dramatic manifestations that you haven’t ever thought of, some secrets coming out in the open to help you move forward, opening of new karmic cycles while the old will be discarded, shape-shifting, bodily changes and timeline jump available now better and more effective than anytime else.

With the New Moon aligning with Lionsgate Portal it’s going to be epic with powering up your magician qualities and energetic reinforcement.

Very important even if its cliched’, write your intentions clearly before you work with the energy.

I am inviting you to join the LIVE on YouTube for a Lions Gate Activation with Sirian Energy in your DNA System on 8th August 2021 starting at 9.40 am est.

Lion’s Gate Portal + Powerful Rituals

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This is a time of infinite empowerment & expansion, becoming magnetic and powerful for the entire Cosmic plan, while changing the DNA matrix of suffering to happiness!!!

Lion’s Gate Portal is a gateway that is marked by an alignment between the Earth and the star Sirius. As the star Sirius rises in the sky, Orion’s Belt directly aligns with the Pyramid of Giza, and from our perspective on Earth, it appears that Sirius (the brightest star we can see) comes closer to the Earth. The main day is 8/8, but during the entire month starting from mid-July to end of August is a play of the same powerful energy.

As Starseeds know, Sirius is a powerful dimension, quite not understood by many because it’s power is mostly beyond reach!!! This Star although is a frequency of Spiritual Sun, or say the Higher-Self of the Sun, akin to RA’s presence. Which is why this portal is about major shifts and transformations on all levels.

Astrologically this alignment is beautiful, which is taking place in Sol in Cancer acc/to Vedic Astrology and Sol in Leo acc/to Western Astrology. Taking care of both these signs, this gateway of 8/8 is super-powerful sharing the vast intuitive expansion of Cancer, that is required and Leo firing up our soul’s mission in us.

The Lion’s Gate thus provides huge opportunity to us a human body and Energy Soul to uplift each and every aspect of our life in the best way possible. Also, Sirius is twice as big as our Sun and infinite times more powerful too. It’s also called our “Spiritual Sun”.

 

This is a time for all of us, to find the right path back to our powerful self. I’m sharing with you 3 rituals and one meditation which can be done till the end of August to keep reaping the power of the gateway energy.

These rituals are quite capable of delivering your intentions.

  • Tap at the top of your head or just pat it for a few seconds.
  • Visualize a whitish-blue light coming down your Crown and going through the middle part of your body towards your colon.
  • Feel it moving up through your Spine and till your Crown.
  • Keep this movement for a few minutes with complete concentration and absorption of your mind.
  • Feel how this energy is energizing you.
  • If you have any pain or discomfort feel this energy taking that away from you.
  • Visualize this energy slowly getting concentrated and small at your heart.
  • Breathe in slowly and deeply.
  • As you open your eyes, you know that the reservoir of energy is within your summoning reach. Whenever you want it, it will help you, raise your frequency, heal & protect you.
  • Complete this ritual during the “Brahm-Muhurta” which is 1 hr. 36 mins. before sunrise.
  • Write down everything that you want to discard from your life, starting from any ailment to a bad relationship, a habit or a fear.
  • Visualize the Golden-energy of the Sun coming down in your body from your Crown.
  • As it reaches your eye, open them and see the list.
  • Visualize the energy going from your eyes to the list and burning the paper away.
  • Sit for as much time you feel like.
  • When done thank the Sun and your Soul for healing these issues from you.
  • Burn the paper in daylight.
  • Sit calmly and after centering yourself visualize the powerful Sun energy of Gold or bluish-white (whichever you prefer) at your solar area.
  • See this powerful energy slowly filling your whole body and covering you like a cocoon.
  • Now visualize yourself living the goals you want to manifest, knowing you’re surrounded by the powerful energy of Sun/Sol.
  • Sit for as long as you want, not less than 15 mins.
  • Thank and show your gratitude to this powerful energy and Sun/Sol.

If you want to work directly with me, I only have my “readings” open as of now. You can visit – “GUIDANCE READING” for further assistance.

Kundalini Awakening & the Truth

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Lost in the awe at the beauty around me, I must have slipped into a state of heightened awareness…It seemed to me, as I struggled afterward to recall the experience, that self was utterly absent: I and the chimpanzees, the earth and trees and air, seemed to merge, to become one with the spirit power of life itself…Never had I been so intensely aware of the shape, the color of the individual leaves, the varied patterns of the veins that made each one unique. It was almost overpowering.

—Jane Goodall, Reason for Hope

Kundalini Awakening isn’t just a spiritual awakening but is far more than that; as it’s not mental but physical.

As a follower of Eastern mysticism born in India, I had heard stories about Kundalini and its awakening and how in ancient India during the Sanatana Dharma period, when Hindu religion wasn’t a “religion”, people will do anything to awaken this energy starting from beating themselves up to bruising their root center and then to more established methods like tantric sex and meditation.

And also, because in spite of some “kundalini cults” proposing to raising Kundalini, it can’t be maneuvered till its awakened!!!! So, to take advantage of this powerful energy it has to be awakened first.

Yoga which is hatha yoga isn’t a proven way of raising Kundalini nor awakening it, neither is our strong wish during a meditation for Kundalini can tempt it into awakening from the sleep.

This Sleeping Beauty is only awakened when its Prince visits it, the Prince being the Soul-Energy, Shiva -Energy above our Crown. And just to let you into this secret, Sleeping Beauty is one of the many fables of Kundalini, the sleeping beauty at the base of our spine for whom the Price goes through the forest and meet the 7 dwarfs, the elementals associated with our Chakras.

What is Kundalini – the Spiritual Science in conjunction with the Physical Science

 

Kundalini is the “Devi Energy”, the Divine Feminine everyone seems to talk about but very few know how powerful She is and how unfulfilled without Her Divine Masculine. On that a little later.

In Spiritual Science and its ascended knowledge of physical and other bodies that we have, Kundalini is the energy which is at the root of everything living, breathing. She is the root of matter, and with Her our World is formed. In human body She likes to reside as a coiled energy (which is why She is related to serpents’ coil) at the base of our Spine which is also the tail-bone area and to be exact Kundalini resides in the triangular sacrum bone in three and a half coils.

As our Root and Sacral areas or Chakras are two sides of the same coin so the lower part of our pelvic structure has Her hiding there.

Our Spine is also secretive with its Ida, Pingala & Sushumna Nadi’s and when Kundalini awakens, the energy starts to spread throughout the whole chakra system and through the Nadi’s, our Spine.

Apart from these astral projections, in our physical body Kundalini moves through our nervous system and affects the brain tissues and nerve ganglions in a certain way that changes the way we see the World, totally and irrevocably.

Effects of Kundalini Awakening

Swami Muktananda, Gopi Krishna, Samael A. Weor who had a Kundalini awakening and didn’t know what to do gives us a glorious account. And my own experience with Kundalini isn’t mental or emotional, that comes later or alongside the raising of Kundalini, but its purely physical and how even your physical eyes, ears, power of smell and touch changes before anything else.

Kundalini Awakening along with profound mystical experiences and your first real connection with your Higher-Self (because you’ll feel them in your body) will also bring a lot of physical discomfort for some years at least.

What Kundalini starts doing once activated is bring you profound bliss, so much so that you’ll feel you’ve merged with everything and everyone. When this euphoria ends which can be fast like lasting for a few seconds to minutes or for a few days, you will start feeling your body through the various pains and issues it will start going through.

What I’m going through currently is revelations about the blood-line I born into which is ancestral patterns, and long with that intense body pain and pain in my Root Center, so much so that I am not even able to sit for hours on. During the first year it was intense 3rd eye pain, stomach pain which is there but subsided a lot. With Kundalini rising in your boduy you may also feel powerful bursts of energy and totally lack of it too. This is one stage that is continuing in the 2nd year too.

With my clairsentient which also includes clairvoyant and clairaudient the effects have intensified and many a times have given me sleepless nights. Clairsentient is good as far as my profession as a Spiritual coach, Healer & Reader is concerned as I see my won accuracy of predictions, like the havoc water can play in the world in 2021 and that’s what has happened already in Mexico and Germany. But along with that there are some irritating issues with it, like hearing someone talking clearly in my ear knowing that they are talking upstairs in their apartment, like waking up just with a slight noise where earlier I had been a heavy sleeper, seeing powerful images throughout the night to keep me awake, to see, feel myself in other frequencies when I hadn’t a wink of sleep, to look at a situation and knowing it’s idiotic even if it had blown out of proportion in my life.

I am without any physical presence of a Guru who will guide me, so I’m going through whatever I am guided to, and reading a few experiences written by people who have had theirs, but even with my limited experience I know that if my Shiva Energy wasn’t powerful, wasn’t providing me the will, the Kundalini would have burnt me out within these 2 years. She is clearing the path to rise up, like in everyone and that’s a strong experience, but since my Kundalini wasn’t forced to awaken, I’m better equipped to cope with it.

I have read all about the glory that She provides to Her awakeners, and I will be dishonest to say that within these 2 years (not yet complete) I have had my glimpses, but even without it, when Kundalini awakens, giving you that proper experience with your Higher-Self, know that there will be nothing else you will want!!!!

Some other myths about Kundalini

That Kundalini is evil because it is compared to the snake in Eden in bible. I hope these people sharing the propaganda of Kundalini being evil haven’t seen their nervous system or how it flows through one’s body like a snake, or that since the energy of Kundalini is coiled so the relation to serpents. 

And that they don’t even know that the snake in the Garden of Eden have bought the fruit of wisdom to the female so that when she finds her way back, she can with that inherent intuitive power!!!!

That Kundalini or Divine Feminine has anything at all to do with FEMALES ONLY!!!! The merging or marriage of the Divine Feminine & Divine Masculine isn’t what we have come to know about marriage, equality of sexes, spending time with each other, raising a family. Divine Masculine & Divine Feminine can’t ever be attributed to the gender!!!!! As both these energies are the aspect of the Supreme Being and without the interplay of Divine Masculine with Divine Feminine we won’t be alive or we won’t know the World as it is.

 

So Kundalini needs Her Divine Masculine, the Shiva or the One to keep Her energy in check and not devastate the bearer that is you and me.

Kundalini Awakening is like taking the daunting path to mastery, and I hadn’t want it but it came to me and I am wise enough to go on healing with Her and wait for the right timing for my complete capitulation and surrender. And if you want that to know that no amount of hatha yoga or any other manipulative technique can awaken your Kundalini, but only your honest inner-work of healing and working through shadow and meditation can do that!!!!

Effort and practice my friend and see how you rise and shine.

My Near-Death Experience & 6 Life-Lessons I learned

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Much have been spoken about near-death experiences and since my NDE 8 years back to the present, I have known one thing, the Near-Death Experiences bring home the fact of another dimension being a reality and we being more than a body.

Documenting these experiences are kind of good so as to gauge and analyze for more understanding but take it from someone who has gone through it, the “Near-Death Experiences” are beyond any logic. Maybe because logic uses only the limited capacity of the brain and not the higher intellect and NDE is all about the other dimension that comes only through our higher mind.

“Looking for consciousness in the brain is like looking inside a radio for the announcer”

- Nassim Haramein

Trying to get a logical explanation from these experiences is too preposterous.

After not speaking about it for 8+ years, I want to share this journey and what happened next, as my continued expansion and my Dark-night of the Soul and subsequent awakening was triggered by my NDE.

What am I covering here?

  • My NDE experience
  • 6 Life-Lessons that my NDE taught me
  • My NDE experience

I was traveling via a local train, in a Ladies compartment. I don’t remember till now what happened, but as the train was entering the station I was thrown out of it and landed head first on the platform and on the pile of iron casts, as the platform was undergoing construction.

Yes, I know, my luck right 😊

I was out like a light for 3 whole days, and when I gained consciousness, there was a lot of physical complications including the fear that I may not able to move my hands and legs as the Doctors indicated.

Going back to how I felt, when I came back, I couldn’t relate to anything, as there was this deep silence in me. And I am using the word “deep’ with silence as, its presence was so overpowering that I couldn’t really hear-see-feel anything and anybody around me. Everyone, the people around me, and everything else felt like a solid body but too blurry at the same time.

This 3D reality junction didn’t sink into me like for a few weeks, so much so that even traveling back to my apartment was like a dream. People kept talking, and I was hearing but never listening, I saw people, but my brain wasn’t really registering their presence, because I was always in this deep silence that wasn’t going anywhere.

My sense of space changed but, while I wasn’t really registering anybody or even thinking or worrying, as my brain was completely shut, I felt the space of the hospital, I felt good in a vast room with nobody around. And when I went to my apartment, it felt tiny and not enough.

After I was more in my body, I started having mystical/otherworldly experiences. For the lack of good word that’s what they were and I will be pulled out of my body through those experiences.

For example, the windows and gallery of my room opened towards a vast space of cultivated land with huge trees. Throughout the first month of my NDE I would see this powerful blurry figure sitting among the trees and as big as them and looking at me. I never felt fear or outrage, or even thoughts of how abnormal it will look if I was to talk about it to others.

But since my environment remained cluttered, and the main emotion around me was fear and doubt, even with having downloaded my own healing techniques to heal myself, which (the healing) will happen gradually in the next 3 months, I was constantly and ineffectively battling my inner-daemons.

  • 6 Life-Lessons that my NDE taught me

The next 8 years of my life was completely in chaos as I started learning through my dark-night how unconscious people aren’t only ruining their life but how they severely impact and many times damage others. I also realized how important it was for the 98% of the World population of sleeping collective to serve this way to awaken the giants of Love-Light-Intelligence among the 2% of the already ascended and “knowing” population (pun intended 😏).

My NDE not only strengthen my knowledge of the outer-world but it also opened a gateway through my Dark-Night for me to have a chance of changing my quite strong and stubborn karma-matrix that was engraved into my Cosmic Vessel and was creating major distortions.

After my NDE, through meditation I started receiving a lot of answers and details of my past-lives, how the brain and mind worked, Kabbalah, healing, Angels and the higher frequency space, and even my psychic ability had a new ascension.

So, the journey to the next 8 years of Dark-Night started along with learning these 6 important aspects of one’s life through my NDE.

1. Other Dimensions or Planes of existence aren’t a myth –

The other dimensions and planes of existence many people talk about isn’t a myth and so is afterlife the biggest unknown reality. Th eastern spiritual tradition has already mentioned about “reincarnations” and I know that this has been debated ever since. I remember an Indian “Angel Teacher” saying that reincarnation and the whole idea of existing as elementals-vegetation-animals is a misnomer.

2. There is a Definite Purpose to each Life on this Plane of existence 

With the clear knowledge (different from understanding as this knowledge stems from experience) of the other dimensions and how anything that is other than “physical” do exist, comes this epiphany or enlightenment of each life having a purpose. And trust me, I’m not talking about the “higher purpose” or “finding the dharma” kind of thing. I’m talking about this “Infinite Intelligence” giving life to certain “lives” or “beings” so that the entire Cosmos can be held in balance.

So, when we see cacti or a stone doing nothing as far as our 3D understanding goes, know that they are important to the Cosmic scheme of things. Now applying this same knowledge to our life, gives a broader understanding of “dharma”. If you’re living this life that’s your DHARMA. You don’t need any other purpose.

Every person, the one who have chosen to be authentic and walk their spiritual talk, the person who has chose to be inauthentic and just show that they are spiritual, the person who has forgotten their “angelic aspect” and are always driving “evil energies”, the one who is trying their best to balance between their angel and demon aspects, to the ones’ who are totally oblivious to life-dearth-afterlife, spirituality and are just zombies are important.

So, nothing in this plane or the next isn’t important!!! Everything has its purpose!!! What we can do with the purpose is our KARMA.

3. We don’t DIE, we are the INCARNATED SOUL 

The truth that when my body went into coma for a few days, I was still living albeit in a different reality, a different world. And if it’s true to me, it’s true to every being on this plane. So, when I started saying this Invocation given by Grand Master Choa Kok Sui,

“I AM THAT I AM, I AM not the body, I AM not the emotions, I AM not the thoughts, I AM not the mind, The mind is just an instrument of the soul, I Am the Soul.”,

I had an intellectual understanding of this reality and without any trace of doubt I knew that we are having a physical experience through our body, but we’re energy-beings.

But through my near-death experience I LIVED the truth!!!

I can’t put everything I have experienced in words because they are limited and we here are talking of our unlimited self, but know that the experience is beyond any mind-ly construct or understanding.

4. MIND in its higher-state is extremely powerful

Our “mind” isn’t only the “limited-practical-reasoning” mind, its far more than that. The Vedas have spoken about the different layers of our mind and how the higher mind is no different than the “mind of the Source”.

My healing after my NDE wasn’t through Physiotherapy or medication but it was due to my “mind”. 

As I came back to this body I had major complications including the failure of my limbs working like before, or not working at all. My Doctor was an amazing one and he ruled out any brain or nerve related medication as it would affect my health in bad ways long term. So, the only option he said was time (read – years), patience and physiotherapy.

What helped me to come out of this position was my inner-will mixed with the power of my mind.

As a healer I wasn’t able to do my healing either through reiki-pranic-crystal healing, as my hands were frozen just like my legs, and my friends who were sending me healing energy weren’t sure if this would work.

But I was not fazed by any of this, there wasn’t a trace of worry or anxiety as every day I received amazing methods to heal myself, and I kept going only through the workings of my mind. I believe to this day that the bridge between my lower and higher mind was strongest during that period and I was just by visualizing the step by step process could heal myself. No medication – a little bit of physiotherapy and I got the strength back within 6 months. Even the time bends when your higher-mind works.

5. What does “LIVING” truly mean?

Before my near-death experience my mind has been closed off to what my soul-desire was, and I was trying to live a zombie life without happiness. And I believe I would have continued it forever if life wouldn’t have taken a turn for the better with my near-death experience and then subsequent dark-night.

I had to learn a lot and release many karmic grids as is common to the people having strong Saturn & Pluto placement, but I have understood what living should be like and I was sticking to it. And this desire and constant effort of  “true living” helped me through an intense Soul-awakening and kundalini-awakening which helped me find myself again.

Life doesn’t guarantee us anything, but we should know that Living truly is based on your heart’s – soul’s desire and has nothing to do with what kind of body you have, which brand you wear, how much bank balance you have or how big your house and car is. At the end of this life nothing of them will accompany you, but only your good and kind deeds, the righteousness you maintained, the goodwill you shared!!!!

One caution to everyone who want to “manifest” – when we manifest for the heck of a big house, millions in bank, and a high-maintenance car, know that it’s not spiritual, hell NO!!!! This kind of manifestation starts from upside down which we call the Devil’s energy. To really work on manifesting a great life in this life time and also the next, start working with Soul-manifestation which comes from a strong connection to your Higher-Self.

6. The Biggest folly of the EGO

When we’re too much into the zombie life or are trying to have a conscious life our ego tells us that a lot of things are important, like having the right people around you, having a big group of friends, a certain kind of person as your mate, a job with big paycheck, and what not. The ego even creates a situation where you feel animosity, anger, hatred and what not for a situation or people, it will tell you to people please and how important others are but not your Soul-Plan. And the near-death experience started showing me this folly of the ego and us drifting with it.

I wasn’t living in this dimension, but I was ALIVE, and what I though was so important, the people, the situations, pleasing others at my cost and the cost of my soul-plan they were all gone. I was ONLY WITH MYSELF!

Do I need to be clearer???

Let me know in the comments what do you think it means?

The CURSE of the VOWS of SUFFERING

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The CURSE of the VOWS of SUFFERING

Do you believe in the VOWS you may have made in your different incarnations, in different timelines? Well if you don’t, try answering these questions, with – “Yes, No, Maybe, Haven’t analyzed“,

QUESTIONS

  • Have you been trying for a good & loving relationship for more than 5 years and nothing’s happening?
  • Every year or two you have to re-evaluate your expenses, earning, savings because the kind of financial - worth you should have created didn’t happen?
  • Even after hard and ground-breaking work of more than 2 years, you are not yet successful?
  • You keep attracting “narcissistic”, “selfish” & “rude” people while you are giving, loving & kind?
  • Your relationships and/or health and/or work and/or finances and/or love and/or spiritual aspects have been lagging behind for more than 4 yrs. and no respite?
  • You have been battling with depression and have used all kinds of therapy – healing – medication, but nothings changing?
  • Even after learning harsh lessons with narcissistic ex, you keep attracting/getting attracted to the same kind of people?
  • Your trend in life seems to be – “real luck happening, great things in pipeline but nothing takes off” as there’s more than one glitch, or sudden challenges?
  • You have been feeling emotionally drained for years now without really healing?

If your answer is “yes” to 3 or more questions you know what’s true!!

Vows haven’t been spoken a lot in the “healing” or “manifesting” communities, because of their elusive nature and how our subconscious tries to keep it hidden from us. Many a times the vows are just strong words spoken so convincingly that the inner-matrix starts creating situations for those words be a reality in your life, lifetimes and timelines doesn’t matter.

What happens when we are born?

We have birthed in different timelines and lifetimes, and through all this, we have one thing in common, and that’s our DNA structure, which can be physical 3D level structure or etheric 5D level structure. The DNA-matrix in us has many functions some of them being bringing the subconscious matrix in reality (they carry in them) and can become an ally to Master individuals for changing and creating a new matrix in them.

Whenever we’re born our DNA structure will always carry all the subconscious functions we’ve created through our words-belief-focus. So even if we’ve taken a particular vow or spoken some strong words with conviction in a very different timeline and lifetime, it’s still true to us if we’ve not released them yet.

So, whatever be your age (your “age” is your authentic-self’s age – Soul age), be it in thousands or lakhs doesn’t matter, if the vow isn’t released, isn’t healed, it’s still there.

What are the VOWS?

The vows mainly pertain to 8 kinds, related to life of austerity, like the

            Vow of poverty

            Vow of Celibacy

            Vow of Chastity

            Vow of embracing Silence

            Vow of never Defending

            Vow of never owning anything

            Vow of never accepting Success-Name-Fame

            Vow of abstaining from luxury

 

Then there are many other vows too, like;

            Vow of abstaining from entertaining oneself

            Vow of not eating at inappropriate times

How Vows affect us?

Vows are something that are an altered reality, meaning a state of being which wasn’t there earlier, or which wasn’t explored or activated in our life is now active and thriving, making our life miserable because the times have changed as well as our own inner-matrix but these stagnant energies don’t.

Take for example the Vow of not entraining, which may have started creating your lone existence. You may be a person who likes socializing or having friends around but because you have an altered reality engraved in your subconscious now, so you can’t have friends and a social life. The situations that are being created in your life can be many, like people not liking you enough to be friends, you like somebody or maybe you like a group and want to be in that group, but as soon as you approach the group members take a dislike to you without reason or the person you want to be friends with doesn’t like you. And these are not just one-time incidents, somebody who has this vow, they will encounter hatred, dislike throughout their life and even on sight without logical reasoning.

Let’s look at another example, that of “not eating at inappropriate time”. I have also heard about a vow of not cooking and depending upon others to share their meal. Now what happens is that if you have in your life suddenly started overeating, like at odd times and you find immense satisfaction in that or that your anxiety or stress lessens when you tend to eat at odd times, you will do just that. Even if you’re gaining unhealthy fats and cellulites it doesn’t matter. In this case what is happening is the inner-matrix is changing in you so fast that its rebelling against the vow which is stagnant and keeping stagnant creating a lot of blocks and challenges in you emotionally which is translating as anxiety-fear-doubt-stress. So, the changing inner-system is posing a threat to it by overeating.

There are two scenarios I’m speaking about with the vows, one is when they directly create scenarios in our life to sustain themselves, and the other is when our system, our inner-grid rebels against these redundant systems because when everything is changing and these vows aren’t, our inner-prana will do anything to reveal them to us, so we can work consciously through them.

Please know that without our “conscious” work the vows remains just there in our system, so how many times you’ve had a healing doesn’t matter, if you have had an Akashic Records reading you will know about the vows, if you haven’t then be very aware of your body, your reactions and the recurring situations in your life in your finances, your relationships, your career, because they will be telling.

How to overcome the Vows?

The simplest yet the most powerful method is using a fire-ritual with the right invocations. “Invocations” are vows too, taken in alignment with then Source-Angels and our Higher-Self and have immense power. When they are used with Fire element, we connect directly to our life-force which helps in clearing out/ releasing the vows along with our conscious use of right words.

I have a meditative visualization for it specially, that we’ve used in the first months’ Healing-Matrix. This is a powerful vow-release meditation, and can help you understand the vows that you have taken.

If you want to clear them, use fire ritual.

What I am using for this Fire-Ritual

I have created an enchanted candle with the right invocations programmed in it.

Blockbuster Oil for removing anything that can block the release of the vows and rearrangement of the matrix.

Abundance Oil for easing the process of releasing the vows and creating the right inner-environment with better thoughts and changed beliefs.

Obsidian Angel for providing powerful “Saturnian energy” for protection, banishing and shielding.

Dragon’s Blood for strengthening the protection power of Obsidian Angel as well as for the Invocations.

Dried Lavender for protection and purification of the lingering vow energies.

Sage for strengthening the cleansing process and creating an aura of good luck charm.

Cinnamon for grounding and brining the effects of the healing and releasing into your 3D reality.

When you bring the energy of your conscious mind to the releasing of these unconscious vows which are still driving our life, controlling it is more like it, without our knowledge, then the healing & release is powerful.

Understand that these Vows can have many layers depending upon in how many lifetimes you have strengthened it, so coming back to the meditation every month can show real and fast changes and success.

The Healing-Journey video is shared below.

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Kundalini-Flow : The Cosmic Dance

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Kundalini-Flow : The Astral Dance of Life

Healing & Manifesting

Kundalini – Flow stems from the Cosmic Dance of the Shiva & Kali.

Do you have any idea about the Cosmic Dance of Shiva? Or the dance that’s associated with Goddess Kali?

Before I speak about the Kundalini-Flow let’s talk about the cosmic dances featured prominently in holy texts. Shiva’s Cosmic Dance is recorded as “tandava” and can be angry which pertains to destruction of the evil and good, which pertains to blessings and power.

In Sanatana Dharma which wasn’t the “Hindu religion” but a way of life, and was a spiritual path before people corrupted it, Shiva is one form of the Supreme Being who can be worshipped without any biasness by anyone who wishes spiritual awakening. Which is why even now after the corruption of “religion” part of Hinduism, the power, attraction and beauty of Shiva doesn’t end.

Shiva on the level of energy represents the “Power Ray” of the Source. This ray has the power to destroy and create. On the Archangel Realm Shiva’s energy is Archangel Michael and Uriel and on the Subtle body level, the Soul energy is Shiva which when comes in communion with the “Kundalini”, the Goddess energy the Awakening is complete.

Having said that, everyone who is awakened and ascended to a certain level (awakening has many levels), their Kundalini energy is in communion with their Shiva energy to a certain degree and when all the veils are ripped apart, that’s when the communion is completed.

So, Shiva dances His energy dance to destroy the negative energy, bring light to our shadow-self and create new energies, activating our own inner-power, higher timelines.

This is not a “physical dance” while the images and statues will show you that, the dance is mostly on the higher-frequency levels where the energy is moving in a certain way to create a certain rhythm which corresponds to specific aspects of energy. With this dance those energies are made available.

The cosmic dance of goddess Kali also has a deep meaning. Goddess Kali is the female form of Shiva, and they both hold “kala” or “time” ruled by Saturn in their palm. It simply is a symbolism stating that as you move higher in your ascension you start to rule over time, time doesn’t defy you, you defy time!!!

Goddess Kali wearing the skull-garland is the symbolism of the Ego-brain being destroyed and, in its place, the real SELF- the Soul starts living. That is what is known as Dharma or Life-purpose.

When Goddess Kali’s cosmic dance involves, the “mund-mala”, that’s skull-garland, it is defying all ego-based structure, society, rules and regulations which are meant to be limiting. Which is why average-sleeping people fear the Goddess because deep in their subconscious they know that this energy which we named as the Goddess Kali is their ego destroyer and the average human doesn’t even know to live without their ego. Half the time when you ask a person who they are, they start by saying their name and go on to expand all the ego-based illusions as themselves.

So yes, the Goddess is to be feared.

Coming to the Cosmic Dance of Goddess Kali on Shiva. This is the changing times, the changing and shifting paradigms and the tuning in to the energies of change. The dance of Kali on Shiva is aligning and harmonizing the time with the timeless, the limiting with the limitless and the finite with the infinite.

She destroys, She creates, She heals, She manifests!!!

The Kundalini-Flow

What is Kundalini – Kundalini is the primordial life-force energy which remains dormant in all of us till its activated by the right service. Kundalini is depicted symbolically by “snakes” and “dragons” and that is why there is a lot of “fear”, “confusion”, “doubt” surrounding Kundalini. 

In reality the symbolism of snakes and dragons comes from two facts, one that our life-prana when travels through different sinuses, the entire nervous system when drawn seems like the movement of a snake, and because the Kundalini Energy is “fiery”.

The Kundalini – Flow discovered me the day I was deep into my own meditative healing with the Kundalini Goddess energy. Suddenly I found rhythm, suddenly my torso started moving, suddenly my limbs came to life. And this continued every day, and strangely when it first started I felt so ashamed of dancing during a meditative healing and didn’t stop myself, that I almost stopped the next day.

But I continued because it wasn’t my ego then which was driving me, it was something greater than that. So I continued and as I did, there have been some major magical changes in my health which sprang during my awakening, some things did fall apart but for the same reason that I wasn’t moving myself to act on them and when things started happening I was move to take that action I needed to.

I can’t say that the FLOW has only helped me in maintaining my health and healing some deep seated ancestral patterns, but it has also helped me in my belief system, my thoughts, my outlook. I was shifting well before the flow started happening, with my energy healing which is pretty powerful because through the form of healing that I use I was able to heal myself after my near-death experience when my body wasn’t moving. And along with it I used my 28- days Gratitude-Prayer Program as it has been my salvation from the chaos and confusion after my awakening. So, the practice that I use is powerful, but having said that, power itself has many layers. To this layer is now added Kundalini-Flow which is a touch notch above than what I was using. I have seen that with the right flow I was able to come out of a difficult fear-based situation almost instantly.

The Kundalini -flow has also been more helpful to me in detecting blocks, in me and my clients, and has given me ways and means to new methods of healing. For example when I flow its always in the “astral-liquid” which I have access to after I integrated with the Kundalini-Flow. And when one connects to this flow (the FLOW is featured prominently in detail of Astral healing in my long-term Healing & Manifesting Partnerships – HEALING) and a little of it is shared with you everyday through my “Channeled Message+Kundalini Flow+Fire Ritual” videos from Monday to Friday on my YouTube, you get access to that healing and powerfully manifesting Astral-Liquid.

The Astral Plane isn’t only about tricksters and negative Spirits with Powers, Demons and evil entities, but its also about it’s higher-nature of powerful Souls – Angels – Seers living there. Your Magician – Avatar lives there too which is why the Astral frequency is said to be so highly attractive to occultists, seekers of light and even evil-spirits.

With the Kundalini – Flow you’re accessing your Magical-self!!!